A Letter to my readers

Dear Readers,

I'm beginning to feel like I'm a bad blogger. I noticed that I'm losing followers and this doesn't surprise me at all. I haven't been updating and been MIA for a long time. From apartment hunting, moving, and other personal matters, I had some pretty hectic and stressful months. I'm at a point in my life where I'm feeling stagnant. I feel stuck and I don't know how to pull myself out of this runt. I'm guessing I'm experiencing an existential crisis but I'm not feeling like my Self at all. It's to the point where I'm finding comfort in sweet foods and of course gaining mucho weight. Funny because I never had a sweet tooth so I know my body is giving me signals that something ain't right. I also found out that I'm severely anemic and been doing a lot of blood work lately to figure out the cause. I've been extremely tired and sluggish. I've lost motivation to paint, write, draw, and sometimes even to read. These past few months I've been living my life as if I'm a robot. A lot has to do with not liking my environment, friends moving to different States, other's getting married and starting a family, not liking my 9-5 jobs, and not knowing how to launch a career with my passion. I feel really lost right now and I apologize for the silence on this blog. I'm pretty sure I'm going through a phase, however I need to take some time to myself and sort out my emotions and thoughts. I don't know how long this condition will last, but I'm sure it's a process that I have to go through in order to grow. Once again, I'm sorry for not updating or sharing but I will be back when I'm ready.

Hope you understand.

Sincerely,

A girl going through some changes

Searching for my balance

I've got news for you...

Hello mi familia de bloggers! You know how I was telling y'all that I am busy looking for space aka apartamento? Well I'm here today to say that I finally moved into an apartment, I found myself an artist mentor, and my computer revived itself.

throws e-confetti

This means I will be painting again. I already have two gigs lined up which I will be working on soon. I also been invited to be a featured blogger/writer for an up and coming website. I'm not sure if I'll have the time to do all of these amazing things because I like socializing and seeing people, so I don't want to sit in front of a computer for the majority of my days...so I don't know about that. However, I will be blogging more often and will create a tumblr account for more exposure in the near future. I shouldn't be so quick to say I'm making a 'comeback' since I'm still looking for a new job, and most importantly, my computer might flatline again. That's my baby and all but I don't trust her e-butt. Anyhoo, everything seems to be falling into place. All I had to do was change my mindset, trust myself, be patient, and listen.
Sounds cheesy but it works. It also helps to be around people who believes in you and your goals.

Well that's it for today

Remain inspired!

oooh la la la. It's the way that we rock when we're doing our thing

Just so you know

I'll be away from my blog for a bit. I just need some time to focus on other things in my life for the moment. From looking for an apartment, a better paying day-job, an art workshop, a studio... timing is crucial. It also doesn't help that my computer broke down so I have to try to do all my personal matters at work. So you can imagine. I won't be gone for too long, but you'll be seeing less postings by me until I settle in my new place, get a new computer, and hopefully a different day-job. In the meantime, you can catch me on twitter dropping a few lines or so...

Remain inspired

Attention

So my blog is currently in the process of a face lift... Please bear with me. Will return in a moment

Changing blog address

Hello World! I don't know what affect/effect this will have, but I'm changing my blog address to 

http://tarralu.blogspot.com

Thanks