"Objects In Mirrors Are Closer Than They Appear"

“You broke my heart 

 I was just one in a million 

 Who thinks the hey day was their day     

Tragically longing for the past 

 I think about you every day 

 While I loiter on your doorstep 

 To memories, I say, ‘I’ve had enough’, or ‘I tried’.”

-Meshell Ndegeocello

Shirk

you believe

you did nothing wrong

to lead us down this road

i wallow in shame, while you sit there on your throne

when i miss you

i cry

i miss you

i'm sorry i lied

if you can't forgive, and i can't forgive

you

we can't forgive

I'm Sorry

i left you no home,

but your words, are shattered by bones

when i miss you, i cry

i miss you

i'm sorry i lied

i'm sorry i lied

"Love you Down"

This song is serious.

It instills graphic images in my mind
It definitely helps me understand the difference between "to love" and "to be in love" 

This is what crazy in love means...

And I'm in love with this song

Me'shell Ndegeocello is beast.

Day by day, my love for her is growing.

Me'shell Ndegeocello

I'm back today to say that I fell in love with Me'shell Ndegeocello.

I discovered her last year when I was mending my broken heart; which was also what made me start this blog. "Fool of Me" was the song that made her debut on my emotions. Yeah I was having one of those moments where I felt like a complete fool. You know. When you love someone who clearly doesn't love you back but you come up with every excuse in the book that he'll come around...

Anyway, "Fool of Me" which I heard from "Love & Basketball" became my very own lullaby. She made me feel human. At that time, it never occured to me though to check out her other songs. Maybe I wasn't ready.

Today I decided to check her out again and WOW OMG she's incredible. Incredible is not a strong enough word to describe her. She's the epitome of what Maya Angelou calls a "Phenomenal Woman". And she has eight albums... If there are any Me'shell Ndegeocello fans who are reading this, please guide me. Where do I start? Which albums should I listen to first? I'm on a budget so I can't buy all at once so I highly appreciate anyone leaving me a comment...just wow


I relate so much to "Wasted Time"





 Wasted Time

You rarely notice but I hang on your every word
Everything you say
You are much too busy to notice me
You turn and walk away
Into anothers arms hopeless ashamed
I wish I could hold you that way
Brokenhearted I dream for you to notice me

Wasted time on loving you wasted time
Wasted time on someone
Who wont love you as much as I
As much as I as much as I as much as I

In my fantasy you are asleep beside me
I feel you breathe
If only I could be there for you
The one that you make love to

Wasted time on loving you wasted time
Wasted time on someone
Who wont love you as much as I
As much as I as much as I as much as I

You rarely notice but I hang on your every word
Everything you say
You are much too busy to notice me
You turn and walk away
Into anothers arms hopeless ashamed
I wish I could hold you that way
Brokenhearted I dream for you to notice me